Sunday, November 7, 2010

bugs...

there arent to many things in the world that truly truly bug me. but there are 2 things that have been happening quite frequently lately and lets just say they are getting really old!
first of all. i love sleep. i would consider it a lovely hobby of mine. or i guess i should say it use to be a lovely hobby. burke doesnt sleep. he is strangely lacking in this department lately. all of the sudden one day, cuz he was sleeping very well and all night with amazingly long naps, he must of decided that sleep was overrated... i dont know who in there right mind ever decides that! i struggle without sleep. i love sleep. i would love to sleep ten hours a night if i could. and burke well he wont go to sleep without a fight. a good hour later he finally goes down. he wakes up at least twice a night staying up for extended periods of time, like hours of being wide awake, and is waking early in the morning. its still dark outside. big problems. and now his naps are starting to suffer. needless to say i might be a wee bit bugged. doesnt he realize this mommy is trying to grow another baby. have the energy to play with the two babies i already have. and then have a little more energy to maybe possibly do something for myself some days. like get ready. shower. go to the store. simple things like that instead of zombing it all day.?

so dearest burke, please start sleep soon. mommy is tired. like REALLY REALLY tired. and everything seems so much brighter when you sleep.

second. barf. ewww.. barf is sooooo gross. i always thought it didnt bug me. i could clean it up and deal with it but i cant. chase is much better then me when it comes to this. the smell kills me, its way to much. but our lovely tegan does it on a regular basis. he is flat out a barfy kid. if he laughs to much he barfs. if he cries to long he barfs. if he swallows funny he barfs. if he spins to much he barfs. if he gets sick, probably even if its a headache, he barfs. you get the picture. a few days ago he was getting in the car and barfed out off no where. not tons but still enough to create a small odor. he barfed last night in the tub while he was blowing bubbles in the water... needless to say it happens ALOT!

so dearest tegan, can we keep the barfing to a minimum? thank you darling. and dont worry our washer will probably appreciate this more then me.

so i thought about stuff like this all night last night, getting a little frustrated, praying for help, freaking out about having another baby when somedays i feel so helpless with the two i have. and then this morning while eating breakfast i saw this cute little face look at me and i couldnt help but laugh and smile. all the sleepless nights and the barfing episodes are worth it. i mean who else would look so cute with a huge jam line from ear to ear across his face?

and here is why he has a jam line. who tried to eat out of the center of toast?. silly boy.

1 comment:

Aaron and Mallorie said...

that is soo cute!! love it